Good Day...?

Today was a good day. Actually the last few days have been good. They haven't been to surprising, the only downside is that I realised I'm not actually over the guy that I need to be over. Not Just for me, well yeah its all for me. I need to be over him because I know that I'm in this for the wrong reasons. I can't stand knowing that I'm in something for the wrong reasons. This guys needs a girl who is with him for the right reasons, as should all guys. Pris, sorry. Please don't kill me. I'm sorry I really am. His name is Zac, he's really cool, funny all the things I look for in a guy, only problem is I don't know if he's a Christian. Like he went the the Christian camp that my school and his school runs but, people there aren't Christians.

Anyway back to the good part of my day. I am in Senoir Orchestra. THE SENIOR ORCHESTRA! To people reading this that probably wont seem like much of an achievement but to me its like, my mission in the Meriden music department has been completed. I can rest a little easier, knowing that NOW, I can go to orchestra on a tuesday afternoon and play music. Ooo, Jane will be so pleased!! Oh this is the best thing I've heard possibly all year (NOT including the messages I heard at KYCK). I can finally recognise myself as a musician, because I am sooooo hard on myself. You might not believe it but Im like my own worst nightmare. Like at the Twillight concert that our school held, I totally tanked, missed every cue, screwed up in every section of the piece. Pretty much the worst piece that you've ever heard, I get a message from a few people saying that it was great and that I played really well and stuff like that, but comparing those to responses they are totally different. Any way

ORCHESTRA!!! WOOOOHOOO!!

It's so cool!! I'm going to go and do my homework now, so enjoy yourself and don't do anything I Donna Reed wouldn't approve of! (points to people who know who Donna Reed is!! You can't look her up on the internet...THAT'S CHEATING!!)

Love to you all,
God Bless
Remember Donna Reed!!

xx