Dude! COME ON!

Man. I cannot catch a break,

I find out that I couldn't go to church on sunday (which isnt totally irregular but still), and I really wanted/ needed to go. Wanted to go because well thats pretty self explanitory and Needed to go because I NEEDED to talk to my youth leader about some of the stuff that happened at KYCK (nothing illegal, stupid or weird). I got a message from her on the Monday and she was disappointed that I wasnt there. She was disappointed? WHAT ABOUT ME?! I wanted to go so bad, I pretty much would have done anything! My parents are ruling my life. I know that in the bible it says that I have to be in submission to my parents, but do I have to be in submission to them when they are trying to separate me from God (Even though I know that won't happens because the book of Romans tells us that "For I am convinced that neither death nor life,neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.")

I like this guy. Lets call him say, Eddy. I like Eddy alot in that more than just friends type of way. Then one of my friends lets call her Meg, comes along and becomes perfect for them. I know that I have to stand by my friend but this has happened before and I lost out now I'm glad that I made that decision, dont get me wrong but some times I just want someone to like me for more than the friend who knows how to make me feel better (no offence to readers). It's hard to watch your friends take away the guys that you like. I envy the fact that she is so darn like-able. It makes things extremely difficult. I know that I have to put sisters before mister (or chicks before dicks depending on how crude you want to be) but its hard. Harder than last time.

I've been writing this blog over a few days, and' I have come to the conclusion that:

"Screw this dude. I have to do what is right by my friend, and that is the right thing to do. btw I'm sorry Pris, It was my fault you dont have to apologize."

Anyway, I'm sick of trying to write

God Bless xx

Lu